It’s hard to listen to stuff that makes you want to do
something and yet you feel trapped, because you can’t.
It is the 8th of November 2016, the day of
election for USA and either one will be victorious – either Ma Durga or
Mahishasura. Divine feminine energy or a shape shifting demon – that emerges
from the blood it drips when it’s slain. This is the moment of surrender. I
know now that if I do anything on my own, I will lose. Divine will is 100%.
Even Krishna asked ArjunÄ to play to
divine mother at this time and that is what I should and will do.
Adios for now, let me do a few dishes and head off for
Zumba.
I am sadder than sad can get. I was sad when my mother died.
I was sadder when Brownie died. Today has been the saddest day of my life.